What I hate most is not being able to have the best of both worlds.
How every word I say will offend one and please another.
How everything I do can't satisfy both my heart and my mind.
How I want to be selfless yet end up being selfish.
How I always try my best and can never be the best.
How my words and actions speaks differently to different people.

Maybe its the night, I cant take it,I need to sleep.
Goodnight.

I'm sorry babe, p.s. I love you.

live,love,laugh,lies

I know i shouldn't be here...
updates on exams?
hmm, I've disappointed myself greatly even though only 2 subjects are down..
technically its 3, since poa also counts as an O level subject...
so yeah.. I should really learn to not expect.. but then again, how can I when people set targets, and put pressure on me..

I know some people might be thinking, " Natasha's such a loser, she lives for others.. " but hey, it's difficult not to, cause you might end up hurting others, which I'd rather not.

On the other hand, God has been treating me well.. calming me down during exams and multiplying my time for maths paper 2.
and some other stuffs...


Don't you wish that people actually do what you secretly hope for them to do?
and when you do hope, but that person doesn't do it and some other person does then you'll have this queer,intriguing,doubting yet unknown feeling?
Yep, I'm having that feeling now.
but why? =\

Oh well, its been nice receiving texts from random people wishing me good luck and stuffs. It does makes me even more nervous cause of the pressure.. but it is also very comforting to receive such texts and know that people actually thinks and cares for you..the irony.

so yeah, continue to press on towards your goal, all the best to all the O level candidates.

Random, but I already miss the wondergirls, cant wait for our next wondergirls time tgt! (HAHA)